my thoughts
hey hey hey. well its been a while. its werid i've been at uni 8/9 weeks but to be honest seems so much longer! i guess living with people is pretty intesnse (even thom we all get on so well),and i see people on my course nearly everyday so i guess you just bond so much quicker.
uni stuff is going pretty well. we get uniforms next week! i'll be like a proper(student) nurse! its all quite exciting though the trousers are rather horrid! think start placement in just under a month which is flippin scary! i'm on ward 31 in childrens hospital. its general surgery for 0-9yrs! might even have the chance to see an op! its werid i've always wanted to do nursing since i was about 10 and its finally happening.
i now even seem to have some sorta routine with my evenings which actully is good coz i think structure helps me more-coz i iknow how much time i haver free and stuff. monday and thurs dont' really do much, have people ovger, see people spend time with flat mates food shopping films sorta stuff. tues is pastorate/hg. weds go to cu and then fridays we tend to head into town. mainly ramshackle-and oh yes am on the website form last fri!
some slightly sad(well not really, not sure what it is) news. MY CAR GOT CLAMPED! ok i was in the wrong (did park in a disabled bay) but to be fair parking at glenside is a nightmare. £40 to have it released. did feel like prize idiot tho coz there was a car in a no parking bit and i said to the guy why on earth hasnt that one been clamped? turns out is a disabled car which couldnt get get into a bay! but to be fair there were people in all other sorts of stupid places(double yellows etc) which didnt get clamped because apparently uwe told him only do disabled bays! but walked past today and no-one was clamped!
life is pretty mixed i guess at the mo. its werid i guess. i love it here have great mates love my course and am still in bristol so still have my mates and woodies people but arrr i don't know. i guess maybe i'm just feelin slightly stressed at the mo coz i appear to have so so much work to do(ip, exam arrr) and just i know it has to be done but dont seem to havr the motivation to do it. mmm maybe its just something that gets better with time. also am finding it hard to sleep again which never really helps. seem to take ages to egt to bed then wake up in the night(feeling quite awake) then cant get up in the morning.
God stuff is pretty mixed to i guess. i know he's around me and stuff but i guess i dont always feel it. i know we shouldnt rely on feelings but i guess we're all human and tend to time to time.
mmm seem to be quite thoughtful recently, but i guess i'm still adjusting. this year is so diff to last. for a start live with 5 non-christians which i dont mind as i dont wanna be in a "christian bubble" but mmm i dont' know. i do miss the support and just chats and stuff. but i guess actually still better as i'm still at woodies and still have some of the same people around.
this all seems a bit down and stuiff and iu guess maybe i'm feeling like that a bit, but at the same time do enjoy it and stuff. does that even make sense. anyways i'm off to bed, before i ramblke on much more xxx
uni stuff is going pretty well. we get uniforms next week! i'll be like a proper(student) nurse! its all quite exciting though the trousers are rather horrid! think start placement in just under a month which is flippin scary! i'm on ward 31 in childrens hospital. its general surgery for 0-9yrs! might even have the chance to see an op! its werid i've always wanted to do nursing since i was about 10 and its finally happening.
i now even seem to have some sorta routine with my evenings which actully is good coz i think structure helps me more-coz i iknow how much time i haver free and stuff. monday and thurs dont' really do much, have people ovger, see people spend time with flat mates food shopping films sorta stuff. tues is pastorate/hg. weds go to cu and then fridays we tend to head into town. mainly ramshackle-and oh yes am on the website form last fri!
some slightly sad(well not really, not sure what it is) news. MY CAR GOT CLAMPED! ok i was in the wrong (did park in a disabled bay) but to be fair parking at glenside is a nightmare. £40 to have it released. did feel like prize idiot tho coz there was a car in a no parking bit and i said to the guy why on earth hasnt that one been clamped? turns out is a disabled car which couldnt get get into a bay! but to be fair there were people in all other sorts of stupid places(double yellows etc) which didnt get clamped because apparently uwe told him only do disabled bays! but walked past today and no-one was clamped!
life is pretty mixed i guess at the mo. its werid i guess. i love it here have great mates love my course and am still in bristol so still have my mates and woodies people but arrr i don't know. i guess maybe i'm just feelin slightly stressed at the mo coz i appear to have so so much work to do(ip, exam arrr) and just i know it has to be done but dont seem to havr the motivation to do it. mmm maybe its just something that gets better with time. also am finding it hard to sleep again which never really helps. seem to take ages to egt to bed then wake up in the night(feeling quite awake) then cant get up in the morning.
God stuff is pretty mixed to i guess. i know he's around me and stuff but i guess i dont always feel it. i know we shouldnt rely on feelings but i guess we're all human and tend to time to time.
mmm seem to be quite thoughtful recently, but i guess i'm still adjusting. this year is so diff to last. for a start live with 5 non-christians which i dont mind as i dont wanna be in a "christian bubble" but mmm i dont' know. i do miss the support and just chats and stuff. but i guess actually still better as i'm still at woodies and still have some of the same people around.
this all seems a bit down and stuiff and iu guess maybe i'm feeling like that a bit, but at the same time do enjoy it and stuff. does that even make sense. anyways i'm off to bed, before i ramblke on much more xxx
posted by sam bridges @ 3:56 PM
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