so the weekend. was good. went to ramshackle with 2 of my flat mates on fri. was really good, much joy and much dancing was had.
had bit of a lie in sat but still felt tired nearly all day. went to nailsea with 2 of my mates to see our old ranger who had a brain hemmorage back in jan. she seemed to be doing really well, able to walk and do nearly everthing now. but at the same time it was werid, there were some parts of her which seemed the same but some parts which have changed. but i guess being in hospital for 9 months is kinda gonna do that.
had a really lush day yesterday. went to woodies in the morning and pam spoke and it was really good. went to the windmill pub in portishead. it was really lush and just really relaxing. and i was so impressed with my desert i actully took a photo of it. went for a quick walk along the front and round the lake. drove back then went back to nettie's with james.k and diggaory as we only had about an hour and half before the evening service. church was good in the eve. tim's talk kinda compared saul to david and why one succeded snd one didnt. and how their traits we can have too and what we really need. had communion and i managed to slightly get our my fear and i actully went up for prayer. i guess its been quite hard. this year is so different to last just like what i'm doing and living in a different environment i guess mi've just found it a bit harder to adapt. I honestly love it here and stuff but i guess just sometimes it's quite hard. and i know i've not been spending enough time with God as i should, which doesn't really make things easier. it just maks me feel worse. arrrr life can so confusing at times. i know i just need to trust in God and it'll all be ok, but sometimes i guess it's easier said than done. i mean its not like a total disaster i get on so well with my flat mates and love them to pieces but i guess yeah just not being as disciplined as i should be and its sometimes hard to, i know i just need to make the time to. but sometimes even when i do God feels so far away. But we shouldn't rely on our feelings God is always here and always knows what we're going through so He's the best person to talk to. I think i just need to cling to those truths and stuff.mmm i should probs go and do some uni work really
had bit of a lie in sat but still felt tired nearly all day. went to nailsea with 2 of my mates to see our old ranger who had a brain hemmorage back in jan. she seemed to be doing really well, able to walk and do nearly everthing now. but at the same time it was werid, there were some parts of her which seemed the same but some parts which have changed. but i guess being in hospital for 9 months is kinda gonna do that.
had a really lush day yesterday. went to woodies in the morning and pam spoke and it was really good. went to the windmill pub in portishead. it was really lush and just really relaxing. and i was so impressed with my desert i actully took a photo of it. went for a quick walk along the front and round the lake. drove back then went back to nettie's with james.k and diggaory as we only had about an hour and half before the evening service. church was good in the eve. tim's talk kinda compared saul to david and why one succeded snd one didnt. and how their traits we can have too and what we really need. had communion and i managed to slightly get our my fear and i actully went up for prayer. i guess its been quite hard. this year is so different to last just like what i'm doing and living in a different environment i guess mi've just found it a bit harder to adapt. I honestly love it here and stuff but i guess just sometimes it's quite hard. and i know i've not been spending enough time with God as i should, which doesn't really make things easier. it just maks me feel worse. arrrr life can so confusing at times. i know i just need to trust in God and it'll all be ok, but sometimes i guess it's easier said than done. i mean its not like a total disaster i get on so well with my flat mates and love them to pieces but i guess yeah just not being as disciplined as i should be and its sometimes hard to, i know i just need to make the time to. but sometimes even when i do God feels so far away. But we shouldn't rely on our feelings God is always here and always knows what we're going through so He's the best person to talk to. I think i just need to cling to those truths and stuff.mmm i should probs go and do some uni work really
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